"listen, Nur. I want to ask you something."
"you guys read Quran, right? you learn how to read it. you can read it. then why cant you really understand arabic? why cant you speak well in arabic?"
silence in the air.
maybe it's better to remain silence. i dont wish to break it.
i dont really have the answer.
simple question yet so deep.
and it's hurt.
nota kaki: this question spoiled my whole day~ ='(